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UNDERCOVER LOVERGIRL

by Taylar Elizza Beth, WD4D

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1.
Found myself down again My life almost ended Going too fast, I'm too turnt My intuition read as just a suggestion Maybe tragedy happens on purpose It's worth lookin' at as a blessin' Better than all of the negative things That be livin' rent free Runnin' my mind aggressive I'll stop when I've had enough I finally had enough The going got too tough And like the Universe is known to do She went and called my bluff Some call it "luck" Some call it "love" Some call it out Some call it off Some kinda fucked up overall When the running gets too long And every right you made it wrong And ain't no one gon' come along And scoop you up And brush you off Look at all the things you've done Nowhere to run, you gotta face it In the end that's half the fun Trust me I've fucked up more than once Please say the next phase gon' be easy Please say the next break gon' be for me These days ain't no way The Beast gon' beat me These days ain't no way The Beast gon' beat me Please say the next phase gon' be easy Please say the next break gon' be for me These days ain't no way The Beast gon' beat me These days ain't no way The Beast gon' beat me Bitch I been slayed The Beast I ain't playin' 'bout grief T.E.B. kinda lowkey But that's fine by me These niggaz need spotlight like vitamin D My ego need boosted Some vitamin Me I said vitamin Me 'Cuz I'm selfish right now Do whatever I need to, to climb my way out I'm not coming back down Gave my sins to the crowd Trade my woes for the crown Sold my soul, cash me out How's it all working out? Yes I have cheated and bleeded Succeeded, believe it It all comes back 'round It is my timing now It is my timing now It is my timing now It is my timing now It is my timing now Please say the next phase gon' be easy Please say the next break gon' be for me These days ain't no way The Beast gon' beat me These days ain't no way The Beast gon' beat me Please say the next phase gon' be easy Please say the next break gon' be for me These days ain't no way The Beast gon' beat me These days ain't no way The Beast gon' beat me ... I've been around Keep my feet on the ground Keep my energy proud Keep my secrets out loud Look what I found This is more than a sound This is life playing out This is here and it's now Come on now baby, this gift it is giving Come see how I'm living Come see what you're missing The future we're facing Needs more than just grace Needs space to remain Needs healing and changing What's the point if we aint gon' grow? I'm never gonna do it just cuz you say so I been had all I needed in me even though They tried with all their might To act like they ain't know So let's go with it Go with it Let's flow with it Flow with it Let's go with it Go with it Let's flow with it Flow with it Let's go with it Go with it Let's flow with it Flow with it Let's go with it Go with it Let's flow with it Flow with it Go with it Flow with it Go with it Flow with it Go Flow Go Flow Let's go with it Flow with it Go with it Flow with it Flow with it Flow with it Flow with it Flow with it
2.
LOVERGIRL 02:16
Don't ask me why, I Found it so hard just bein' honest Livin' off lies, I Break a promise to myself was the hardest So unaligned Deep dive to save my mind Make change to save my life No more pain, no shame, no pride I forgive myself I forgive myself I forgive myself I forgive myself Only when you're low do you know which way to go They say the road gets long and lonely But it's better rode alone I found less is lesser known I found love that looks like home I found strength in going slow This the best me that has shown up Done the work to own up Faced my demons, woke up When shit gets fucked don't fold up Count on healing to hold up Medicine I roll up Want the truth? Okay then scroll up Wishin' hard you woulda spoke up Now I'm ready for my close up Focus forward, keep on going Closer now to the unknowing Focus on what feeds the soul please All abundant overflowing Focus forward, keep on going Closer now to the unknowing Focus on what feeds the soul please All abundant overflowing I forgive myself I forgive myself I forgive myself I forgive myself
3.
GEMINI MOON 03:26
Finally after dark Gonna pop out lookin' hot Even though my brain starting to rot Gonna act like I forgot Mix the cranny and the vod Outside loud in the backlot Requested to the section Feelin' hopeless, feelin' lost How long can we keep it up before we all just fuckin' drop? And I'm trying my best To get through the mess To fend for myself To rise up against And I'm tying my knots Double dutch in my socks Livin' life on the rocks Stayin' on the ride can't get off And I'm trying my best To get through the mess To fend for myself To rise up against And I'm tying my knots Double dutch in my socks Livin' life on the rocks Stayin' on the ride can't get off Breath heavy, electric Never been a moment before this, a blessing Never get enough cam recorded, regret it Download after download from Source, I'm getting It's all connection Hope the Holy Palaces give entry, yeah And hopin that Heaven can come and get me, yeah Like what is it all for if we unhappy? yeah Like what I'm lyin for? That don't help me, that's not healthy And I'm trying my best To get through the mess To fend for myself To rise up against And I'm tying my knots Double dutch in my socks Livin' life on the rocks Stayin' on the ride can't get off And I'm trying my best To get through the mess To fend for myself To rise up against And I'm tying my knots Double dutch in my socks Livin' life on the rocks Stayin' on the ride can't get off Stayin' on the ride can't get off Stayin' on the ride can't get off And I'm trying my best To get through the mess To fend for myself To rise up against And I'm tying my knots Double dutch in my socks Livin' life on the rocks Stayin' on the ride can't get off Finally after dark Gonna pop out lookin' hot Even though my brain starting to rot Gonna act like I forgot Mix the cranny and the vod Outside loud in the backlot Requested to the section Feelin' hopeless, feelin' lost How long can we keep it up before we all just fuckin' drop?
4.
You know my confidence used to be so tied to What other people were gonna say about me And this idea of, of being embarrassed And like, I used to really care about that because I didn't have a strong foundation for my own confidence And when you don't have a strong foundation for your own confidence It leaves gaps for people to come in And formulate opinions And for those opinions to like actually Matter to you And I think for so long I've held Pain, and trauma, and especially shame In my body I no longer feel like it has a home here We are constantly evolving We get a chance to reinvent ourselves every minute of the day And I think that's just really special The more that I focus on myself The more energy and the more love And the more abundance And the more happiness That I put in, to myself That ultimately is going to bring me the things that are in my alignment I don't have to do anything else I don't to be anything else I don't have to, worry I just feel so grateful for the opportunity to learn To grow, to shift And to be held in love while I do so I plan to, continue to do the work that it takes To align myself with the best version of me And I'm excited I'm excited to meet her
5.
This shit for my Bluetooth Bitchez Ass out on beaches Bumpin' they speakers sip they drinks and spark they treeses Goddamn Ain't afraid to show lil cleavage Well, goddamn You ain't believin' then just leave us Bluetooth Bitchez Ass out on beaches Bumpin' they speakers sip they drinks and spark they treeses Goddamn Ain't afraid to show lil cleavage Well, goddamn You ain't believin' then just leave us Bitch you are dismissed See me outside with my girls Don't say shit we ain't forget These lil babies my whole world I do not play I will protect Mama Bear with no regret Y'all act out with no respect Keep it cute or mute your neck Nah you ain't gettin my nudes no more Fucked around and found out Took you off the roster Boy stand up Why yo ass all on the floor? Boy man up You must not know that I'm a whore Tay Tay iconic Padded room pussy leaves niggas psychotic Get you a witch bitch yo dick is demonic Slide that shit my way I wanna ride on it I get what I wanted Never worry lil shawty Cuz you safe with T.E.B. I'ma get you what you need Charge it to my E.B.T. Life's a motherfuckin' gamble You can B.E.T. on me So grab that tiny two piece And get that big ass on the beach, baby This shit for my Bluetooth Bitchez Ass out on beaches Bumpin' they speakers sip they drinks and spark they treeses Goddamn Ain't afraid to show lil cleavage Well, goddamn You ain't believin' then just leave us Bluetooth Bitchez Ass out on beaches Bumpin' they speakers sip they drinks and spark they treeses Goddamn Ain't afraid to show lil cleavage Well, goddamn You ain't believin' then just leave us
6.
Look who finally came up Been grindin' for a while Now the stacks stackin' up Look who's stuck playin' dumb Look who's foot is in they mouth Look at who wish they could have some I do not hear you anymore I do not see you anymore I only know who I'll become I'm only fuckin' rich niggas Eight inches, eight figures Cuz the money make me cum Drippin' in diamonds So goddess-like that your type crucified it So hypnotized but your type not invited If you act right I might throw you a profit Take it right off the top, bitch So magnetized couldn't leave if you wanted I'm rising high and we just getting started Called up Big Money, Big Money responded I look like Money, money, money I sound like Money, money, money I feel like Money, money, money I taste like Money, money, money I look like Money, money, money I sound like Money, money, money I feel like Money, money, money I taste like Money, money, money I am money, money, money, money You money, money, money, money We money, money, money, money I am money, money, money, money, money, money, money You want all this from me? You want all this for free? You are out of your league That's bum bitch tings Don't trip tryna speed You want all this from me? You want all this for free? You are out of your league That's bum bitch tings Don't trip tryna speed I look like Money, money, money I sound like Money, money, money I feel like Money, money, money I taste like Money, money, money I look like Money, money, money I sound like Money, money, money I feel like Money, money, money I taste like Money, money, money I look like Money, money, money I sound like Money, money, money I feel like Money, money, money I taste like Money, money, money I look like Money, money, money I sound like Money, money, money I feel like Money, money, money I taste like Money, money, money I am money, money, money, money You money, money, money, money We money, money, money, money I am money, money, money, money, money, money, money
7.
BEAMING 03:13
Lights beaming You move in closer now, now, now And we fiending My body way too loud, loud, loud Sweat gleaming Oh please don't let me down, down, down Oh baby, help me out, out, out Oh baby, closer now, now, now Come and join my fantasy You flew too close to the sun (Got you undone) I love your energy The last thing we need is to rush (Just having fun) Could be your everything And when it's all said and done (We on the run) I want you open and exposed I want your mind, I want your soul I want you tangled up in my body Wanna fill up on your love I want you My love is a tidal wave Drown you in this passion play Trust in me, let's run away Locked you in my heart now you are closer than my enemies ... Lights beaming You move in closer now, now, now And we fiending My body way too loud, loud, loud Sweat gleaming Oh please don't let me down, down, down Oh baby, help me out, out, out Oh baby, closer now, now, now Now, now, now Now, now, now Oh baby closer Now, now, now Now, now, now Want you right now, right now Want you right now, right now Want you right now, right now Want you right now, right now
8.
UNDERCOVER 04:09
I am not your lover I am not even your friend I'm a demon undercover I can blend in with the men I can bend and twist and grin I can make up where you lack I killed the old me baby, and she's never coming back I am not your lover I am not even your friend I'm a demon undercover I can blend in with the men I can bend and twist and grin I can make up where you lack I killed the old me baby, and she's never coming back Look into the black hole of my eyes No compromise, no promises tonight No light can live inside Unless we both willing to try Unless we both willing to die Give me your soul and watch it fly Fly Look into the black hole of my eyes No compromise, no promises tonight No light can live inside Unless we both willing to try Unless we both willing to die Give me your soul and watch it fly Fly I am not your lover I am not even your friend I'm a demon undercover I can blend in with the men I can bend and twist and grin I can make up where you lack I killed the old me baby, and she's never coming back I am not your lover I am not even your friend I'm a demon undercover I can blend in with the men I can bend and twist and grin I can make up where you lack I killed the old me baby, and she's never coming back ... Look into the black hole of my eyes No compromise, no promises tonight No light can live inside Unless we both willing to try Unless we both willing to die Give me your soul and watch it fly Fly Look into the black hole of my eyes No compromise, no promises tonight No light can live inside Unless we both willing to try Unless we both willing to die Give me your soul and watch it fly Fly I am not your lover I am not even your friend I'm a demon undercover I can blend in with the men I can bend and twist and grin I can make up where you lack I killed the old me baby, and she's never coming back I am not your lover I am not even your friend I'm a demon undercover I can blend in with the men I can bend and twist and grin I can make up where you lack I killed the old me baby, and she's never coming back

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UNDERCOVER LOVERGIRL is for anyone who has an abundance of love to give, but hasn't always felt safe giving it. It's for people who have had to grow hardened, to protect themselves, to survive. It's for the romantics, the dreamers, the people who even after all the bullshit still know that love is real - because they are full of it.

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released January 17, 2023

Written & Performed: Taylar Elizza Beth
Produced & Engineered: WD4D
Co-Produced: Taylar Elizza Beth
Mastered at Black Lab Studios (White Center, WA)
Cover Photo Art by Una Blue

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