1. |
THE BEAST / DAY 117
04:45
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Found myself down again
My life almost ended
Going too fast, I'm too turnt
My intuition read as just a suggestion
Maybe tragedy happens on purpose
It's worth lookin' at as a blessin'
Better than all of the negative things
That be livin' rent free
Runnin' my mind aggressive
I'll stop when I've had enough
I finally had enough
The going got too tough
And like the Universe is known to do
She went and called my bluff
Some call it "luck"
Some call it "love"
Some call it out
Some call it off
Some kinda fucked up overall
When the running gets too long
And every right you made it wrong
And ain't no one gon' come along
And scoop you up
And brush you off
Look at all the things you've done
Nowhere to run, you gotta face it
In the end that's half the fun
Trust me I've fucked up more than once
Please say the next phase gon' be easy
Please say the next break gon' be for me
These days ain't no way
The Beast gon' beat me
These days ain't no way
The Beast gon' beat me
Please say the next phase gon' be easy
Please say the next break gon' be for me
These days ain't no way
The Beast gon' beat me
These days ain't no way
The Beast gon' beat me
Bitch I been slayed The Beast
I ain't playin' 'bout grief
T.E.B. kinda lowkey
But that's fine by me
These niggaz need spotlight like vitamin D
My ego need boosted
Some vitamin Me
I said vitamin Me
'Cuz I'm selfish right now
Do whatever I need to, to climb my way out
I'm not coming back down
Gave my sins to the crowd
Trade my woes for the crown
Sold my soul, cash me out
How's it all working out?
Yes I have cheated and bleeded
Succeeded, believe it
It all comes back 'round
It is my timing now
It is my timing now
It is my timing now
It is my timing now
It is my timing now
Please say the next phase gon' be easy
Please say the next break gon' be for me
These days ain't no way
The Beast gon' beat me
These days ain't no way
The Beast gon' beat me
Please say the next phase gon' be easy
Please say the next break gon' be for me
These days ain't no way
The Beast gon' beat me
These days ain't no way
The Beast gon' beat me
...
I've been around
Keep my feet on the ground
Keep my energy proud
Keep my secrets out loud
Look what I found
This is more than a sound
This is life playing out
This is here and it's now
Come on now baby, this gift it is giving
Come see how I'm living
Come see what you're missing
The future we're facing
Needs more than just grace
Needs space to remain
Needs healing and changing
What's the point if we aint gon' grow?
I'm never gonna do it just cuz you say so
I been had all I needed in me even though
They tried with all their might
To act like they ain't know
So let's go with it
Go with it
Let's flow with it
Flow with it
Let's go with it
Go with it
Let's flow with it
Flow with it
Let's go with it
Go with it
Let's flow with it
Flow with it
Let's go with it
Go with it
Let's flow with it
Flow with it
Go with it
Flow with it
Go with it
Flow with it
Go
Flow
Go
Flow
Let's go with it
Flow with it
Go with it
Flow with it
Flow with it
Flow with it
Flow with it
Flow with it
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2. |
LOVERGIRL
02:16
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Don't ask me why, I
Found it so hard just bein' honest
Livin' off lies, I
Break a promise to myself was the hardest
So unaligned
Deep dive to save my mind
Make change to save my life
No more pain, no shame, no pride
I forgive myself
I forgive myself
I forgive myself
I forgive myself
Only when you're low do you know which way to go
They say the road gets long and lonely
But it's better rode alone
I found less is lesser known
I found love that looks like home
I found strength in going slow
This the best me that has shown up
Done the work to own up
Faced my demons, woke up
When shit gets fucked don't fold up
Count on healing to hold up
Medicine I roll up
Want the truth? Okay then scroll up
Wishin' hard you woulda spoke up
Now I'm ready for my close up
Focus forward, keep on going
Closer now to the unknowing
Focus on what feeds the soul please
All abundant overflowing
Focus forward, keep on going
Closer now to the unknowing
Focus on what feeds the soul please
All abundant overflowing
I forgive myself
I forgive myself
I forgive myself
I forgive myself
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3. |
GEMINI MOON
03:26
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Finally after dark
Gonna pop out lookin' hot
Even though my brain starting to rot
Gonna act like I forgot
Mix the cranny and the vod
Outside loud in the backlot
Requested to the section
Feelin' hopeless, feelin' lost
How long can we keep it up before we all just fuckin' drop?
And I'm trying my best
To get through the mess
To fend for myself
To rise up against
And I'm tying my knots
Double dutch in my socks
Livin' life on the rocks
Stayin' on the ride can't get off
And I'm trying my best
To get through the mess
To fend for myself
To rise up against
And I'm tying my knots
Double dutch in my socks
Livin' life on the rocks
Stayin' on the ride can't get off
Breath heavy, electric
Never been a moment before this, a blessing
Never get enough cam recorded, regret it
Download after download from Source, I'm getting
It's all connection
Hope the Holy Palaces give entry, yeah
And hopin that Heaven can come and get me, yeah
Like what is it all for if we unhappy? yeah
Like what I'm lyin for?
That don't help me, that's not healthy
And I'm trying my best
To get through the mess
To fend for myself
To rise up against
And I'm tying my knots
Double dutch in my socks
Livin' life on the rocks
Stayin' on the ride can't get off
And I'm trying my best
To get through the mess
To fend for myself
To rise up against
And I'm tying my knots
Double dutch in my socks
Livin' life on the rocks
Stayin' on the ride can't get off
Stayin' on the ride can't get off
Stayin' on the ride can't get off
And I'm trying my best
To get through the mess
To fend for myself
To rise up against
And I'm tying my knots
Double dutch in my socks
Livin' life on the rocks
Stayin' on the ride can't get off
Finally after dark
Gonna pop out lookin' hot
Even though my brain starting to rot
Gonna act like I forgot
Mix the cranny and the vod
Outside loud in the backlot
Requested to the section
Feelin' hopeless, feelin' lost
How long can we keep it up before we all just fuckin' drop?
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4. |
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You know my confidence used to be so tied to
What other people were gonna say about me
And this idea of, of being embarrassed
And like, I used to really care about that because
I didn't have a strong foundation for my own confidence
And when you don't have a strong foundation for your own confidence
It leaves gaps for people to come in
And formulate opinions
And for those opinions to like actually
Matter to you
And I think for so long I've held
Pain, and trauma, and especially shame
In my body
I no longer feel like it has a home here
We are constantly evolving
We get a chance to reinvent ourselves every minute of the day
And I think that's just really special
The more that I focus on myself
The more energy and the more love
And the more abundance
And the more happiness
That I put in, to myself
That ultimately is going to bring me the things that are in my alignment
I don't have to do anything else
I don't to be anything else
I don't have to, worry
I just feel so grateful for the opportunity to learn
To grow, to shift
And to be held in love while I do so
I plan to, continue to do the work that it takes
To align myself with the best version of me
And I'm excited
I'm excited to meet her
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5. |
BLUETOOTH BITCHEZ
01:57
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This shit for my Bluetooth Bitchez
Ass out on beaches
Bumpin' they speakers
sip they drinks and spark they treeses
Goddamn
Ain't afraid to show lil cleavage
Well, goddamn
You ain't believin' then just leave us
Bluetooth Bitchez
Ass out on beaches
Bumpin' they speakers
sip they drinks and spark they treeses
Goddamn
Ain't afraid to show lil cleavage
Well, goddamn
You ain't believin' then just leave us
Bitch you are dismissed
See me outside with my girls
Don't say shit we ain't forget
These lil babies my whole world
I do not play I will protect
Mama Bear with no regret
Y'all act out with no respect
Keep it cute or mute your neck
Nah you ain't gettin my nudes no more
Fucked around and found out
Took you off the roster
Boy stand up
Why yo ass all on the floor?
Boy man up
You must not know that I'm a whore
Tay Tay iconic
Padded room pussy leaves niggas psychotic
Get you a witch bitch yo dick is demonic
Slide that shit my way
I wanna ride on it
I get what I wanted
Never worry lil shawty
Cuz you safe with T.E.B.
I'ma get you what you need
Charge it to my E.B.T.
Life's a motherfuckin' gamble
You can B.E.T. on me
So grab that tiny two piece
And get that big ass on the beach, baby
This shit for my Bluetooth Bitchez
Ass out on beaches
Bumpin' they speakers
sip they drinks and spark they treeses
Goddamn
Ain't afraid to show lil cleavage
Well, goddamn
You ain't believin' then just leave us
Bluetooth Bitchez
Ass out on beaches
Bumpin' they speakers
sip they drinks and spark they treeses
Goddamn
Ain't afraid to show lil cleavage
Well, goddamn
You ain't believin' then just leave us
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6. |
MONEY MANTRA ($$$)
02:34
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Look who finally came up
Been grindin' for a while
Now the stacks stackin' up
Look who's stuck playin' dumb
Look who's foot is in they mouth
Look at who wish they could have some
I do not hear you anymore
I do not see you anymore
I only know who I'll become
I'm only fuckin' rich niggas
Eight inches, eight figures
Cuz the money make me cum
Drippin' in diamonds
So goddess-like that your type crucified it
So hypnotized but your type not invited
If you act right I might throw you a profit
Take it right off the top, bitch
So magnetized couldn't leave if you wanted
I'm rising high and we just getting started
Called up Big Money, Big Money responded
I look like
Money, money, money
I sound like
Money, money, money
I feel like
Money, money, money
I taste like
Money, money, money
I look like
Money, money, money
I sound like
Money, money, money
I feel like
Money, money, money
I taste like
Money, money, money
I am money, money, money, money
You money, money, money, money
We money, money, money, money
I am money, money, money, money, money, money, money
You want all this from me?
You want all this for free?
You are out of your league
That's bum bitch tings
Don't trip tryna speed
You want all this from me?
You want all this for free?
You are out of your league
That's bum bitch tings
Don't trip tryna speed
I look like
Money, money, money
I sound like
Money, money, money
I feel like
Money, money, money
I taste like
Money, money, money
I look like
Money, money, money
I sound like
Money, money, money
I feel like
Money, money, money
I taste like
Money, money, money
I look like
Money, money, money
I sound like
Money, money, money
I feel like
Money, money, money
I taste like
Money, money, money
I look like
Money, money, money
I sound like
Money, money, money
I feel like
Money, money, money
I taste like
Money, money, money
I am money, money, money, money
You money, money, money, money
We money, money, money, money
I am money, money, money, money, money, money, money
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7. |
BEAMING
03:13
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Lights beaming
You move in closer now, now, now
And we fiending
My body way too loud, loud, loud
Sweat gleaming
Oh please don't let me down, down, down
Oh baby, help me out, out, out
Oh baby, closer now, now, now
Come and join my fantasy
You flew too close to the sun
(Got you undone)
I love your energy
The last thing we need is to rush
(Just having fun)
Could be your everything
And when it's all said and done
(We on the run)
I want you open and exposed
I want your mind, I want your soul
I want you tangled up in my body
Wanna fill up on your love
I want you
My love is a tidal wave
Drown you in this passion play
Trust in me, let's run away
Locked you in my heart now you are closer than my enemies
...
Lights beaming
You move in closer now, now, now
And we fiending
My body way too loud, loud, loud
Sweat gleaming
Oh please don't let me down, down, down
Oh baby, help me out, out, out
Oh baby, closer now, now, now
Now, now, now
Now, now, now
Oh baby closer
Now, now, now
Now, now, now
Want you right now, right now
Want you right now, right now
Want you right now, right now
Want you right now, right now
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8. |
UNDERCOVER
04:09
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I am not your lover
I am not even your friend
I'm a demon undercover
I can blend in with the men
I can bend and twist and grin
I can make up where you lack
I killed the old me baby, and she's never coming back
I am not your lover
I am not even your friend
I'm a demon undercover
I can blend in with the men
I can bend and twist and grin
I can make up where you lack
I killed the old me baby, and she's never coming back
Look into the black hole of my eyes
No compromise, no promises tonight
No light can live inside
Unless we both willing to try
Unless we both willing to die
Give me your soul and watch it fly
Fly
Look into the black hole of my eyes
No compromise, no promises tonight
No light can live inside
Unless we both willing to try
Unless we both willing to die
Give me your soul and watch it fly
Fly
I am not your lover
I am not even your friend
I'm a demon undercover
I can blend in with the men
I can bend and twist and grin
I can make up where you lack
I killed the old me baby, and she's never coming back
I am not your lover
I am not even your friend
I'm a demon undercover
I can blend in with the men
I can bend and twist and grin
I can make up where you lack
I killed the old me baby, and she's never coming back
...
Look into the black hole of my eyes
No compromise, no promises tonight
No light can live inside
Unless we both willing to try
Unless we both willing to die
Give me your soul and watch it fly
Fly
Look into the black hole of my eyes
No compromise, no promises tonight
No light can live inside
Unless we both willing to try
Unless we both willing to die
Give me your soul and watch it fly
Fly
I am not your lover
I am not even your friend
I'm a demon undercover
I can blend in with the men
I can bend and twist and grin
I can make up where you lack
I killed the old me baby, and she's never coming back
I am not your lover
I am not even your friend
I'm a demon undercover
I can blend in with the men
I can bend and twist and grin
I can make up where you lack
I killed the old me baby, and she's never coming back
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Taylar Elizza Beth Seattle, Washington
NEW ERA OF TEB
white center raised. seattle superstar.
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